learn assembly first and then think of making it

Hey, thank you for your reply!

"Because with that attitude, your standards are too high for real friends. "
Was this in negative context?(sorry my English is still pretty bad)
Cause the last thing I wanted to say is to have friends just to use them...
I just wanted to say, how great it would be to share vision with someone who is a good person and friend, instead of having bunch of businessmen who will just do their job and forget about you in no time, as its all functioning that way today.

And yes I would like to learn machine code, but I am so hesitant, I just don't know if that's gonna pay off and I don't want to spend about 5 years of my life on something that doesn't pay off, while for that time I could do something more useful :/

Also I'm not sure how to start learning machine code, is there some guide?

Do people learn to play a musical instrument because they want to be paid off? Learning the skill itself is the pay off. If that isn't enough, I'd suggest learning something else.

If you're looking for the payday, research the job market and see what's most in demand.