Its there inside my head and comes with lack of understanding... the sudden 'eek' of panic as i realise that what i am looking at makes no sense - but out there it makes perfect sense to someone so why can't i understand it.

So what am i doing wrong? Scouring the web looking for advice get snippets of code but no real way of applying the information to my code. I then wonder "Maybe the best way of learning is by asking questions."

It comes clear - when presented by a brick wall, compile a list of questions from which you can try and find the answers - each one acting as a step, so soon you will hopefully be able to climb up and over the wall - but that can take time. Sometimes its useful to get some killer advice, someone to act as C4 and bring that wall right down. But when theres no one around its back to the steps - plodding along - there must be a way, if they can do it so can i.

Belive in yourself and don't be afraid to ask questions, those who laugh at the ignorant should be laughed at twice as hard when they themselves act ignorant.

Ta Ta Mr Scruff