I read all your comments here and they all collectively gave me a good idea as to what kind of life I would have (wish to have). Meetings, documentations, My gosh those are my things. I like to be stuck in a room, a quiet one, for long hours doing nothing but coding and documenting, then meeting, then drop by at a pantry, then back to coding etc etc etc...
The only probem that I face now is.. WHich is huge.I have been out of touch in programming for years working as a call center agent which I never loved. "I so hate saying those I'm sorry statements and assurance stuff".
I think that my knowledge on C++, which is the only langauge that I still can program in, is on the Intermediate level. I am planning to try a refresher course at a premier University here next year, then try my luck for a programmer position at a nearby company where I work. Crossed fingers.
I am so worried that my mental sharpness could be no longer enough for prgoramming. I don't know. I am just worried. But I know it's what I would love doing and will inspire me enough to not have to drag myself to work anymore.