You're so long winded yet you haven't proved anything...
You wish for proof of a thing that happened almost 2000 years ago?
You wish for my explanation of beliefs that fly in the face of billions of believers and bazillions of words of supporting belief to be written more tersely? A few paragraphs is too much for you?
Believe what you want.
You can see logic, faith, God, the Devil, Man, Science .. anything you want to look at, any way you want to.
I have only my logic and observational powers to guide me. Short of a visit from God, I'll stick with what I have, you can do the same, with my blessing.
I like religion, generally, (for others.) It keeps some of them more or less in line. That's a good thing. Unfortunately, it does perhaps as much harm as good.