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Cute, sneaky, MALE rats are loving over blue spice, voraceously.

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~s.o.s.~ : Iron Maiden, 2003 (** The sound quality is not great, unfortunately but it definately worth viewing-- Classic Maiden)

"22 Acacia Avenue"

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intersection --> wreck

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Vicious, sneaky, naughty rats are salivating over blue spice, VORACEOUSLY.

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Vicious, sneaky, munchkin rats are salivating over blue SPICE, naughtily.

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"Thing" is difficult to begin with, but to end with is not

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Prime Minister --> Union

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sufficient to move

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out and screaming

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Big-bellied, aluminum, junk mice are salivating over ETHEREAL marshmallows, easily.

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Someday I hope to be type of person that understands the meaning of the word "Pertussis".

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of rain and

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thickheaded --> thin-skinned

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always welcome here

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"What is this 'pizza' you speak of and what will you order it to do?" Said Sherman. "It is a bread of sorts with cheese and a sauce it is." Said She. "There is no such dish available, dear-- we live in Yorkshire-- the year is 1852-- you're hallucinating, that's it. Doctor, bring the morphine quick to alleviate these mad visions!"

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Pepe Le Pew. :) I thought as much but some of the comments are invalid; I, unfortunately, rarely talk with my parents.

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Big-bellied, aluminum, robot mice are FIGHTING over burning wires, easily.

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Hallowed be thy name --> Powerslave

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Theory of a deadman --> guillotine

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Jerry Lee Lewis, the Father of Punk Rock\ Rock-a-Billy. Classic! :cheesy:

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Tiger Army: one of the only excellent American bands left.


Rose in the Devil's Gardenby Tiger Army

There is a rose in the Devil's garden
In shadow it grows alone
Many things are dangerous now
In this garden we call home

Be careful as you make your way
Some things are poison to the touch
You've spent your life living in this place now
You long to run away so much

My love it is a black rose (my love it is a black rose)
Held out to you by hand of fate (held by the hand of fate now)
And as this dark romance grows
It's not from the sun, but the starlight that's so far away
Above the Devil's garden

The fertile soil of poisoned hearts
Fed by tears and nighttime rain
Under Transylvanian moon
Grows a flower of death and pain

Death is pure-life is not
So ask yourself, what do you want?
As for me, well I want you
So pick the black rose, let its thorns cut you

My love it is a black rose (my love it is a black rose)
Held out to you by hand of fate (held by the hand of fate now)
And as this dark romance grows
It's not from the sun, but the starlight that's so far away

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Hollow Man --> Walk Away

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At that same moment Reverand Squall burst through the door, out of breath: "There you are, love!" said he grabbing the creature into his arms "You were due home at 6:00!" They embraced for a moment, two lovers reunited. The creature complained softly: "Not in front of the mortals. How many times must I tell you?"

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Anonymous --> invisible

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"I have come to harm you in the worst of ways. I have come to love you as well. The matter between the two is yours to unravel and enjoy lest you die in the process that is."

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Fresh from doubting lies
A word in your ears: forget
before you leave, cry

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And it certainly did not burn well; whatever realms this child came from flames were its natural cradle and heat its nanny. It turned and grimaced at "Mother" while the fire turned to ice and fell to its feet.

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to think about

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Creatures are not without instinct.

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merciless, cruel thing?

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"Toll" is the name of a well-known Troll

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truths of God

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How could she

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Thick-browed, ALUMINUM robot mice are nibbling over burning wires, hungrily

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Maniac --> John Wayne Gacy

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"A test to mankind?" Said She "Then this should be your test, Sir. Throw this beast into the furnace at once and bring me a proper child."

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Well thats the problem I do stop listening to it but when am in the streets and cars pass with any type of music that are about love why did you leave any type of music like that get me depressed and sometimes really to kill myself why?Also it hurts bad I almost all the time cry.:sad:

You seem to be a sensitive person; this is a quality that lacks in many (most) people IMO. I have been through scores of negative relationships since 18 (I am almost 36 now) and many times I felt literally doomed that I could never obtain a positive, healthy relationship with a girl. How could I meet a woman of my level when I could not even manage a relationship with a woman who's standards fell below mine? This is not a rant against women, but it is the only gender I have experience with and can give history of. Most women I have dated were "Sirens" ; they were the wrong kind of women to invest myself in: no morality beyond the moment, drug-users in many cases, Pagans, shiftless, immature, and some of the most ungrateful people I have yet to meet. Yet, their physical beauty and charms lured me in. This was my fault, really, for being led. I will never accept this for myself again and either should you. All humans deserve a dear love that treats them how they SHOULD be treated: affection, truth, trust, interest, faith, future.

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Thick-BROWED, greedy robot dogs are licking burning wires, hungrily.

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not believe that

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Chocolate is my only drug of choice, an overdose always on the horizon.

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Client: "Your product doesn't work!"
Raye: "Bummer."

I can get away with that though. My clients are cool about problems, and I fix them promptly enough that there aren't any complaints. :)

Yes, my work is like this as well. My Boss could not be more understanding. The thing is, I believe I am harder on myself than anyone else ever has been. :confused:

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he could say

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Hot-headed, greedy robot dogs are licking BURNING wires, hungrily.

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tasty --> Tourettes

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"Me a mother? I would never birth such a curiosity, and had I, it should look smarter-- its wings would not dangle like a bat's or a-- a bloody fallen angel's. It would not stand humped over like this-- it would stand rigid as a gaslight and its height would be in proportion to its girth! " Said She "No, Sherman, I protest. This is is not child, it is a-- a monster. Worse than a monster I should say." Caroline folded her arms and looked at the ceilings. "And, besides this, it does not even have my nose--it has no nose at all!"

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Yes, Flaco, it is normal. You are feeling your emotions which is a very good thing to be in touch with. The feelings themselves are terrible when they occur but the process you are going through is part of the healing, the opening up and letting go of your emotions instead of stuffing them down inside. This in the long run is good.

As to music that stirs emotions: due to this very thing there is music that I cannot and will not listen to. At the time it is OK, but after awhile it is not healthy to re-live and give energy to these emotions unnecessarily. What I mean is, feel your feelings as they are but try to resist staying in them too long and purposely. I know of this because I have done this too often in my life.

Matty D.

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Meals are just the thing you should have everyday.

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I received a 60%. The last time I drove was on the 4th of July 2006 on a majorly crowded highway in Weehawken, NJ headed towards NYC; the brakes stoppd working and we slammed into the back of a SUV. :eek: No one was hurt in either vehicle, luckily. My girlfriend's van was "undrivable" so declared the Port Authority that pulled the two vehicles apart from eachother (they were stuck together at the fenders, the SUV imbedded in our van).

There was no ticket issued, no insurance claims-- nothing. We had the van towed to a parking lot and it never ran again; would not start, no brakes, leaking all types of unknown fluids, etc. We had a junkyard tow it away. I have not driven since. But, with all the mass transit here, why would I ever need a vehicle anyway? I like not driving. :) Less money, less danger, less hassle, less stress.